bingung judulnya apa-_-v

"kamu ko cemberut? kamu kenapa?:(" "gapapa kok:')"
rasanya tuh... enakan boongin perasaan aja gitu.. lagian kalo misalnya aku kasih tau kenapa, kamu juga ga bakal ngerti. kamu tuh harusnya bisa ngertiin aku..:( kamu harusnya tau aku kenapa.. kamu harusnya tau kenapa aku cemberut..:'(
kamu tau ga aku kenapa? aku itu......... cemburu.. ga tau juga sih yah. apa karna aku tuh emang udah sayaaaang banget sama kamu. dan aku jadinya bisa ngerasain hal itu.
kamu mau tau aku kenapa? kamu mau tau aku cemburu kenapa?
aku sayang kamu.. kamu tau itu kan?:')
kamu sekarang lagi deket sama cewe ya? aku tau ko, itu temen kamu.. tapi............. bisa ga? kamu jangan ngasih "muah:*" ke dia? Aku cemburu.. kamu mau cium dia? depan aku? kenapa?:(
hiks..
dan.. kamu temen kan sama dia? ko, pake "syg.." ? aku dulu percaya kamu. tapi ga tau deh sekarang. kepercayaan aku udah pudar sm kamu..:( kamu syg dia atau aku?:'(
Aku cemburu..... kamu bilang "unyuu" ke dia.. kata kamu.................................... aku cewe paling unyu di dunia ini.. kamu bohong ya? kamu tau ga? aku paling ga suka di boongin....
kamu kenapa boongin aku sih??? aku K.E.C.E.W.A...:'((
aku masih belum kasih tau kamu.. kenapa aku cemburu sm kamu. biarin aja kamu yg cari tau...
kamu.. aku sayang kamu.. rasanyaaaaa aku tuh ga mau kehilangan kamu..
tapi kamu udah lupa yah sama aku?
kamu ga peduli kan sama aku? biarin aja gitu ya aku sakit hati..
kamu tuh jadi cowo ko pengecut banget yah? kamu kalo misalnya udah bosen sm gue bilang! cowo macem apa bisanya nangisin cewe? HAH?!! heh! asala lu tau ya! gue tuh bukan mainan yg bisa lu mainin seenaknya! gue tuh orang! lu tuh sumpah yah..:'((
please yaaa.. kamu yg disanaaa... lulus sd gak sihh?:(
kamu yang disanaaa... tolong yah.. kalo kamu sayang akuu, tolong..
jaga perasaan aku, ngertiin aku..
aku sayang banget sama kamuu...
maaf kalo aku lebay, tapi emang bener.. aku tuh CEMBURU. dan kamu masa ga tau?
cemburu itu kan tanda SAYANG? iyaa kaan? kamu mestinya sadar dooong..:(

aku liat kamu WTWan sm diaa..
aku disitu udah sabar..
eh pas kamu ngasih titik dua bintang, disitu aku ngeliatnya udah nyesek, jleb. dan nangis.
kamu tuh kenapa sih bisany nangisin cewe?:(
aku butuh kamu disini, aku sayaaang kamu..

hhhh... yg aku minta.. ngertiin aku yah. tolong..
makasih yah:')

Justin Bieber - U Smile, lyrics

Oh
Yeah
Mmmm

I'd wait on you forever and a day
Hand and foot
Your world is my world
Yeah
Ain't no way you're ever gon' get
Any less than you should
Cause baby
You smile I smile (oh)
Cause whenever 
You smile, I smile
Hey hey hey

Your lips, my biggest weakness
Shouldn't have let you know
I'm always gonna do what they say (hey)
If you need me
I'll come runnin'
From a thousand miles away
When you smile I smile (oh whoa)
You smile, I smile
Hey

Baby take my open heart and all it offers
Cause this is as unconditional as it'll ever get
You ain't seen nothing yet
I won't ever hesitate to give you more
Cause baby (hey)
You smile, I smile (whoa)
You smile, I smile
Hey hey hey
You smile, I smile
I smile, I smile, I smile
You smile, I smile
Make me smile baby

Baby you won't ever want for nothing
You are my ends and my means now
With you there's no in between
I'm all in
Cause my cards are on the table
And I'm willing and I'm able
But I fold to your wish
Cause it's my command
Hey hey hey

You smile, I smile (whoa)
You smile, I smile
Hey hey hey
You smile, I smile
I smile, I smile, I smile
You smile, I smile
Oh

You smile, I smile
You smile, I smile

Penyakitan-_-

"dita? kamu kenapa?" *lari ke kamar mandi* "ditaaa... kamu kenapaa?"

aku bingung. aku ini banyak penyakit di tubuh gue. tapi aku ga tau sakit apa. mama ga ngasih tau..:(
jadi, setiap temen temen aku nanya aku kenapaa, aku sakit apa, dll.. yaa aku jawab
"emm, ga tauu.."
hanya orang tertentu yg tau penyakit aku:')
aku cuma tau satu penyakit aku. dan aku ga nyangka. aku bisa kena penyakit itu..:(
dan penyakit yg lain.. aku ga tau.
gue takut.. aku ini kenapa? kok tiba tiba aku bisa kena penyakit itu?
aku bingung. aku nyesel. aku marah. aku takut. aku kecewa. aku kaget. aku shock.
aku benci penyakit ini. gara2 penyakit ini nilai aku jadi turun. aku benci.
aku udah minum obat. dan ternyata ga sembuh sembuh. aku marah.. kata dokter kalo minum obat bakal sembuh..:(
aku pun curhat ke temen aku, kata temen aku  
"dit.. mana mungkin kamu sakit? kamu kan kuat, perkasa? ga mungkin kamu kena penyakit itu.. dokternya bohong!"
dan aku tau, dokter itu pembohong.
aku percaya dia. dan aku ga mikirin penyakit aku lagi..
aku jadi sering makan chiki, makan yg banyak MSGnya.. aku pun jadi males minum obat. ngapain aku minum obat? kan aku ga sakit?
dan akhirnya..aku heran. aku jadi sering batuk, mimisan, dan **** aku ga b**f***si :(
aku takut.. aku tanya ke mama.. aku kenapa.. lalu aku di bawa ke dokter, aku di periksa, dan ternyata penyakit aku udah parah.
aku mau nyalahin siapa? temen aku? ga kok. mereka udah bikin aku semangat. aku tau mereka sayang banget sama aku, sampe mereka tuh mencoba buat aku tersenyum:)
aku sayang mereka..
dan akhirnya aku harus menjalani terapi..
aku cerita sm temen temen aku.. mereka bilang "ah ga mungkin dit.. alatnya mungkin udah rusak tuh parah banget tuh rumah sakit ckck"

dan lagi lagi....... mereka buat aku senyum:)

ya ampun.. kalian itu malaikat yah?O:)

tapi aku tetap menjalani terapi, minum obat, dan menjauh dari makanan yg berMSG..

semoga penyakit aku ini.... akan hilang. dan aku bisa tersenyum, tertawa, sepanjang hari..:'D

"Ya Allah.. hilangkan lah penyakit ini dari tubuh hamba Ya Allah.. Ya Allah, hamba tau Kau sedang memberikan aku ujian, yg bisa meningkatkan kesabaran hamba.. Ya Allah, kuatkan lah hamba..:')" Amiiin..

buat temen temen, makasih yah udah buat aku semangat..:')

aku sayaaaaang bangeet sama kaliaaaan... maafin aku yah kalo aku punya salah..




-Maitri-

Secondhand Serenade - Fall For You Lyrics

The best thing about tonight's that we're not fighting
Could it be that we have been this way before
I know you don't think that I am trying
I know you're wearing thin down to the core

But hold your breath
Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I wont live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
You're impossible to find

This is not what I intended
I always swore to you I'd never fall apart
You always thought that I was stronger
I may have failed
But I have loved you from the start
Oh

But hold your breath
Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I wont live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
It's impossible

So breathe in so deep
Breathe me in
I'm yours to keep
And hold onto your words
Cause talk is cheap
And remember me tonight
When your asleep

Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I wont live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
Tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I wont live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
You're impossible to find








lagu ini juga ngingetin gue sama umar..:(

Secondhand Serenade - Your Call Lyrics

Waiting for your call, I'm sick, call I'm angry
Call I'm desperate for your voice
Listening to the song we used to sing
In the car, do you remember
Butterfly, Early Summer
It's playing on repeat, Just like when we would meet
Like when we would meet

Cause I was born to tell you I love you
And I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine
Stay with me tonight

Stripped and pollished, I am new, I am fresh
I am feeling so ambitious, you and me, flesh to flesh
Cause every breath that you will take
When you are sitting next to me
Will bring life into my deepest hopes, What's your fantasy?
(What's your, what's your...)

Cause I was born to tell you I love you
And I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine
Stay with me tonight

And I'm tired of being all alone, and this solitary moment makes me want to come back home
[X4]
(I know everything you wanted isn't anything you have)

Cause I was born to tell you I love you
And I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine
Stay with me tonight

Cause I was born to tell you I love you
And I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine
Stay with me tonight
(I know everything you wanted isn't anything you have)











ini lagu ngingetin gue sama salah satu mantan gue.. miss you:(

Skillet- Awake and Alive, lyrics

I'm at war with the world and they
Try to pull me into the dark
I struggle to find my faith
As I'm slippin' from your arms

It's getting harder to stay awake
And my strength is fading fast
You breathe into me at last

I'm awake I'm alive
Now I know what I believe inside
Now it's my time
I'll do what I want 'cause this is my life
here (right here), right now (right now)
I'll stand my ground and never back down
I know what I believe inside
I'm awake and I'm alive

I'm at war with the world cause I
Ain't never gonna sell my soul
I've already made up my mind
No matter what I can't be bought or sold

When my faith is getting weak
And I feel like giving in
You breathe into me again

I'm awake I'm alive
Now I know what I believe inside
Now it's my time
I'll do what I want 'cause this is my life
here (right here), right now (right now)
I'll stand my ground and never back down
I know what I believe inside
I'm awake and I'm alive

Waking up waking up
Waking up waking up
Waking up waking up
Waking up waking up

In the dark
I can feel you in my sleep
In your arms I feel you breathe into me
Forever hold this heart that I will give to you
Forever I will live for you

I'm awake I'm alive
Now I know what I believe inside
Now it's my time
I'll do what I want 'cause this is my life
here (right here), right now (right now)
I'll stand my ground and never back down
I know what I believe inside
I'm awake and I'm alive

Waking up waking up
Waking up waking up
Waking up waking up
Waking up waking up

Paramore- Monster, lyrics

You were my conscience,
so solid now you’re like water
And we started drowning,
not like we’d sink any farther.
But I let my heart go,
it’s somewhere down at the bottom.
But I’ll get a new one,
come back from the hope that you’ve stolen.

[Chorus]
I’ll stop the whole world,
I’ll stop the whole world
From turning into a monster,
and eating us alive
Don’t you ever wonder how we survive?
Well now that your gone,
the world is ours.

Ohhh oh oh, ohh oh ohh

I’m only human,
I’ve got a skeleton in me
but I’m not the villain,
despite what you’re always preaching.
Call me a traitor,
I’m just collecting your victims
And they’re getting stronger
I hear them calling.. (calling)
Calling!

I’ll stop the whole world,
I’ll stop the whole world
From turning into a monster,
and eating us alive
Don’t you ever wonder how we survive?
Well now that your gone,
the world is ours.

Well you thought of straight solutions
that I liked the attention
And not always knowing the answers
You’re gonna lose it
You’re gonna lose it

I’ll stop the whole world,
I’ll stop the whole world
From turning into a monster,
and eating us alive
Don’t you ever wonder how we survive?
Well now that your gone,
the world..

I’ll stop the whole world,
I’ll stop the whole world
From turning into a monster,
and eating us alive
Don’t you ever wonder how we survive?
Well now that your gone,
the world is ours.

Paramore- The Only Exception, lyrics

When I was younger I saw my daddy
cry and curse at the wind.
He broke his own heart and
I watched as he tried to re-assemble it.
And my mamma swore she would
never let herself forget.
And that was the day that I promised
I'd never sing of love if does not exist.
But darling..

You are the only exception (x4)

Maybe I know somewhere deep in
my soul that love never lasts.
And we've got to find other ways
to make it alone or keep a straight face.
And I've always lived like this
keeping a comfortable, distance.
And up until now I swore to myself
that I'm content with loneliness,
'cause none of it was ever worth the risk.

But you are the only exception (x4)

I've got a tight grip on reality,
but I can't let go of whats part of me here.
I know you're leaving in the morning, when you wake up,
leave me with some kind of proof it's not a dream.

Whooa..

You are the only exception (x8)
And I'm on my way to believing.. (x2)

jurnal udah ga asik-_-

hay kaliaan.. kemaren gue bete bangeet pas MB.. ckck. gurunya bukan pa arfan lagiii.. hiks:(
gurunya tuh jadi cewe, dan emmm.... yaa lumayan ngebetein._.v #uuupss
tapii emang beneeeerr... terus kita tuh di kasiih teori,, ga kaya pa arfan.. pa arfan mah bebaaaaass~ jadi tuh kita ga ngapa ngapain kalo sm pa arfan mah asik banget ya ampun. trus apa yah.. kita tuh jalan jalaan gituu, nyari inspirasi.. ga cuma nulis doaang gituu.. ihhh ga ngebetein deh pokoknyaaa! sekarang pa arfan udah ga ngajar lagii.. dan gurunnya di ganti cewe -_- #sakalii
ngebetein. bgt. kita tuh cengo, celingak celinguk doang gituuu.. ga ada hiburan sama sekali. adeeuuuhh.. plis deh-_- ih rasanya pengen keluar dari jurnal:(
dan masuk photograph.. hemm-_- semoga aja bu yetri ngerti perasaan gue #apasih-_-a yaaahh gitu deh, semoga aja di bolehinn yah ceman cemaaan:) AMIIIN. wkz
udah deh gitu aja. sekian. wassalam.




-Maitri-

Jadi permen karet :(

Hay kalian.. hehe. gw mau curhat nih.. langsung aja yaa..u,u
jadi gini, gw punya sahabat.. kita udah sahabatan lamaaaaaa bangeeeet.. karena emang kita rumahnya deket, ya jadi sering main gituu, nah kita ini satu sekolah. dan satu kelas. kelas 7 kita selalu bareng, berangkat bareng, istirahat bareng, pulang bareng. yaaahh.. kita emang kaya sweet couple gitu(?)-_-v wk. padahal pas kelas 7 ituu, gue sama dia tuh kayak ade kaka.. dimana ada gue, pasti ada dia.. gue tuh ngerasa nyaman banget kalo udah bareng dia tuh.. dia tuh selalu dengerin curhatan gue, gue juga selalu ada pas dia butuh gue.. dia tuh... yaah menurut gue, segalanya buat gue.. she is my everything:') huhu.. dia juga selalu nemenin gue jalan gituu, trus yah...... kita tuh dulu perfect banget deh yah.. sampe sampe kita tuh ga bisa di pisahin.. walaupun kita pernah marahan, itu juga ga lebih dari seminggu. karna yaa, kita tuh saling butuh gitu deeehh.. gimana yah bahasanyaa--a haha. yaa, pokoknya gitu deh..:') trus kalo misalnya ada rahasia gitu, gue yg pertama tau.. dan kita tuh ga saling nutup-nutupin.. jadi kalo misalnya ada masalah, kita harus ceritaa.. gituu.. biar kita tuh ga curigaan gitu..:') oke ini udah happy banget.

nah sekarang gue udah kelas 8, tragisnyaaa...... dia mungkin udah bosen yah sama gue.. jadi dia ninggalin gue.. hiks:(
skarang dia udah happy banget dan mungkin lebih enjoy sama temen barunya.. yaaa, gue sayang dia sebagai sahabat gue. dan gue juga mau liat dia bahagia. gue seneng ko, dia udah punya temen baru..:') hihi
yaaa, tapiii gue rada rada sakit hati juga sih yah.. gimana sih yah? kehilangan sahabat.. di tinggalin sahabat gituu.. trus dia juga suka main rahasia2an gitu sm temen barunyaa.. hemmm-,- jadi gue bagi dia itu "MANTAN" sahabat yah. atau musuh? yaa, ga tau sih.. ckck. tapi, gapapa lah.. dia kan juga mau ngerasain berteman dengan yg lain.. lagian juga, itu hak dia sih berteman dgn siapa aja.. hemm.. yang penting dia seneng, gue juga harus seneng dong? ya ga? hahaha.. dan mungkin, temen barunya dia juga care banget kok sama dia.. kayaknya tuh, emg lebih cocok gituuu.. hehe.
tapi gue sedih.. setiap dia lagi ga bareng temen2 baru nyaa.. dia manfaatin gue.. dia langsung deket gue.. eh, pas udah balik sm temen2 barunyaaa... gue di tinggalin..:(
jadi gue pelampiasan gituuu? ckckck.. thanks banget yah kamu yang disanaaaa:')
yaaa, pokoknyaaaa... apa yah? intinya tuh......  

gue pengen liat, orang yg gue sayang itu... BAHAGIA:')

oke deh. segini aja curhatan gue. o iya, pesen buat kamu yang disanaaaa... jangan manfaatin gue yah.. thanks.

oke. segini aja curhatan gue(?) #sakali-_-v
oke deh. dadaaaaaaaah semuaaaa:)



-Maitri-

blog nya udah ga ancur\m/

Hay kaliaan.. hoho. eh eh, blog gue udah ga ancur lohh #trus?-_-v wkwk. yaa gue cuma pengen kasih tau doang kok..-,- thanks buat Sumayyah Syahidah udah bantuin gue nge rapihin nii blog:*({}) hahaha.. jadi bagus kaaaan? tapi gue bingung.. ini lagunya ko jadi ilaaang yah? hemm..-oo- ckck. ya udah lah ntar gue minta link nya ke Nada aja. huahahaha-_-v oke deh. gini aja yah. hemm~ sekian. wassalam.

*sorry kalo ni posting ga penting emang ga penting sih wk*

-Maitri-

Ga sekolaah..:(

Halo kaliaan.. sekarang hari? Rabu. jam? 10:44. pasti kalian mikir, ko gue ga sekolah? yap. gue sakit..u,u
hiks hiks..:'( gue minta do'a yaa.. huhu.. doain gue semoga cepet sembuh.. AMIN:) haha.
eh tau ga? kemaren kan gue HFA-_- sama *tuuutt* hohoho.. sebenarnya gue sih udah mau lupain diaa.. dia juga sebenarnya udah ada yg punyaa~ alhamdulillah yahh.. sesuatu-,- #syahrinistyle-_-v wkwk. ya gitu deeh, yg gue bikin bingung, dia ngajak balikan-____- lahh? cewe lu mau di kemanaiiiinn? ya pasti lah gue tolak! ckck.. playboy bgt dah-_- huahahaha. tapi yaa.. mereka masih HTSan sih.. yah, semoga mereka jadi pacaran.. trus langgeng.. trus sampe kakek nenek.. Amiiin:') gue cuma mau liat dia bahagiaa~ #eaeaaa wkwk-_-v
oke deh. gitu aja cerita gue. sekian. wassalam.



-Maitri-

blognya di ancurin Naya:(

Halo kalian.. sedih deh aku. hiks. masa yah ade aku ganti template blog aku coba?-_- hebat banget yah ckck sesuatu banget ya allah.. mana aku ga ngerti mainin blog lagi.. ini aja Nada yg ngatur..-_-" ckck... jadi aneh gini nih blog aku aaahh:'(
Mana si Nada laptopnya di sita kakanya.. sedih. banget. yah:(
hiks hiks.. ya udah disini aku diem aja, ga ngerti apa apa.. aku ga ngerti mesti di apain ni blog ancur-_- bingung. banget. jadi gini loh, tadi kan aku sempet ke toilet sebentar, eh pas udah slesai, aku liat ade aku lagi otak atik blog aku.. pas aku liat, backgroundnya udah ke ganti-______- masya Allah, aku langsung ngomel2in ade aku.. aku disitu mau nangis loh #lebay._.v. tapi emang bener tauuu...u,u
udah gitu ade aku ga minta maaf lagi................. miris banget dah.. udah deh pasrah aja.. ntar minta tolong Nada aja wkwk._.v

oke deh gitu aja yah. bye kalian semua-_-





-Maitri-

Blog di bikinin Nada;) wk

hay kalian.. kamu... aku punya blog loh! #trus?-_- blog nya di bikinin Nada loh.. dia baik yahO:) haha-_- masa dia udah ngajarin aku pake jarum pentul, trus sekarang bikinin aku blog.. dia orang atau malaikat yah? #eaeaaaa-_-v #plisdeh.
jadi tuh to the point aja yah, MAKASIH BANYAK BANGET YAH buat NADA:)
huahauhahuahee~ oke deh nad. thanks sekali lagi yah:*****({}) muahmuah deh wkwk. oke deh, gini aja. byee:)



-maitri-