bingung judulnya apa-_-v

"kamu ko cemberut? kamu kenapa?:(" "gapapa kok:')"
rasanya tuh... enakan boongin perasaan aja gitu.. lagian kalo misalnya aku kasih tau kenapa, kamu juga ga bakal ngerti. kamu tuh harusnya bisa ngertiin aku..:( kamu harusnya tau aku kenapa.. kamu harusnya tau kenapa aku cemberut..:'(
kamu tau ga aku kenapa? aku itu......... cemburu.. ga tau juga sih yah. apa karna aku tuh emang udah sayaaaang banget sama kamu. dan aku jadinya bisa ngerasain hal itu.
kamu mau tau aku kenapa? kamu mau tau aku cemburu kenapa?
aku sayang kamu.. kamu tau itu kan?:')
kamu sekarang lagi deket sama cewe ya? aku tau ko, itu temen kamu.. tapi............. bisa ga? kamu jangan ngasih "muah:*" ke dia? Aku cemburu.. kamu mau cium dia? depan aku? kenapa?:(
hiks..
dan.. kamu temen kan sama dia? ko, pake "syg.." ? aku dulu percaya kamu. tapi ga tau deh sekarang. kepercayaan aku udah pudar sm kamu..:( kamu syg dia atau aku?:'(
Aku cemburu..... kamu bilang "unyuu" ke dia.. kata kamu.................................... aku cewe paling unyu di dunia ini.. kamu bohong ya? kamu tau ga? aku paling ga suka di boongin....
kamu kenapa boongin aku sih??? aku K.E.C.E.W.A...:'((
aku masih belum kasih tau kamu.. kenapa aku cemburu sm kamu. biarin aja kamu yg cari tau...
kamu.. aku sayang kamu.. rasanyaaaaa aku tuh ga mau kehilangan kamu..
tapi kamu udah lupa yah sama aku?
kamu ga peduli kan sama aku? biarin aja gitu ya aku sakit hati..
kamu tuh jadi cowo ko pengecut banget yah? kamu kalo misalnya udah bosen sm gue bilang! cowo macem apa bisanya nangisin cewe? HAH?!! heh! asala lu tau ya! gue tuh bukan mainan yg bisa lu mainin seenaknya! gue tuh orang! lu tuh sumpah yah..:'((
please yaaa.. kamu yg disanaaa... lulus sd gak sihh?:(
kamu yang disanaaa... tolong yah.. kalo kamu sayang akuu, tolong..
jaga perasaan aku, ngertiin aku..
aku sayang banget sama kamuu...
maaf kalo aku lebay, tapi emang bener.. aku tuh CEMBURU. dan kamu masa ga tau?
cemburu itu kan tanda SAYANG? iyaa kaan? kamu mestinya sadar dooong..:(

aku liat kamu WTWan sm diaa..
aku disitu udah sabar..
eh pas kamu ngasih titik dua bintang, disitu aku ngeliatnya udah nyesek, jleb. dan nangis.
kamu tuh kenapa sih bisany nangisin cewe?:(
aku butuh kamu disini, aku sayaaang kamu..

hhhh... yg aku minta.. ngertiin aku yah. tolong..
makasih yah:')

Justin Bieber - U Smile, lyrics

Oh
Yeah
Mmmm

I'd wait on you forever and a day
Hand and foot
Your world is my world
Yeah
Ain't no way you're ever gon' get
Any less than you should
Cause baby
You smile I smile (oh)
Cause whenever 
You smile, I smile
Hey hey hey

Your lips, my biggest weakness
Shouldn't have let you know
I'm always gonna do what they say (hey)
If you need me
I'll come runnin'
From a thousand miles away
When you smile I smile (oh whoa)
You smile, I smile
Hey

Baby take my open heart and all it offers
Cause this is as unconditional as it'll ever get
You ain't seen nothing yet
I won't ever hesitate to give you more
Cause baby (hey)
You smile, I smile (whoa)
You smile, I smile
Hey hey hey
You smile, I smile
I smile, I smile, I smile
You smile, I smile
Make me smile baby

Baby you won't ever want for nothing
You are my ends and my means now
With you there's no in between
I'm all in
Cause my cards are on the table
And I'm willing and I'm able
But I fold to your wish
Cause it's my command
Hey hey hey

You smile, I smile (whoa)
You smile, I smile
Hey hey hey
You smile, I smile
I smile, I smile, I smile
You smile, I smile
Oh

You smile, I smile
You smile, I smile

Penyakitan-_-

"dita? kamu kenapa?" *lari ke kamar mandi* "ditaaa... kamu kenapaa?"

aku bingung. aku ini banyak penyakit di tubuh gue. tapi aku ga tau sakit apa. mama ga ngasih tau..:(
jadi, setiap temen temen aku nanya aku kenapaa, aku sakit apa, dll.. yaa aku jawab
"emm, ga tauu.."
hanya orang tertentu yg tau penyakit aku:')
aku cuma tau satu penyakit aku. dan aku ga nyangka. aku bisa kena penyakit itu..:(
dan penyakit yg lain.. aku ga tau.
gue takut.. aku ini kenapa? kok tiba tiba aku bisa kena penyakit itu?
aku bingung. aku nyesel. aku marah. aku takut. aku kecewa. aku kaget. aku shock.
aku benci penyakit ini. gara2 penyakit ini nilai aku jadi turun. aku benci.
aku udah minum obat. dan ternyata ga sembuh sembuh. aku marah.. kata dokter kalo minum obat bakal sembuh..:(
aku pun curhat ke temen aku, kata temen aku  
"dit.. mana mungkin kamu sakit? kamu kan kuat, perkasa? ga mungkin kamu kena penyakit itu.. dokternya bohong!"
dan aku tau, dokter itu pembohong.
aku percaya dia. dan aku ga mikirin penyakit aku lagi..
aku jadi sering makan chiki, makan yg banyak MSGnya.. aku pun jadi males minum obat. ngapain aku minum obat? kan aku ga sakit?
dan akhirnya..aku heran. aku jadi sering batuk, mimisan, dan **** aku ga b**f***si :(
aku takut.. aku tanya ke mama.. aku kenapa.. lalu aku di bawa ke dokter, aku di periksa, dan ternyata penyakit aku udah parah.
aku mau nyalahin siapa? temen aku? ga kok. mereka udah bikin aku semangat. aku tau mereka sayang banget sama aku, sampe mereka tuh mencoba buat aku tersenyum:)
aku sayang mereka..
dan akhirnya aku harus menjalani terapi..
aku cerita sm temen temen aku.. mereka bilang "ah ga mungkin dit.. alatnya mungkin udah rusak tuh parah banget tuh rumah sakit ckck"

dan lagi lagi....... mereka buat aku senyum:)

ya ampun.. kalian itu malaikat yah?O:)

tapi aku tetap menjalani terapi, minum obat, dan menjauh dari makanan yg berMSG..

semoga penyakit aku ini.... akan hilang. dan aku bisa tersenyum, tertawa, sepanjang hari..:'D

"Ya Allah.. hilangkan lah penyakit ini dari tubuh hamba Ya Allah.. Ya Allah, hamba tau Kau sedang memberikan aku ujian, yg bisa meningkatkan kesabaran hamba.. Ya Allah, kuatkan lah hamba..:')" Amiiin..

buat temen temen, makasih yah udah buat aku semangat..:')

aku sayaaaaang bangeet sama kaliaaaan... maafin aku yah kalo aku punya salah..




-Maitri-

Secondhand Serenade - Fall For You Lyrics

The best thing about tonight's that we're not fighting
Could it be that we have been this way before
I know you don't think that I am trying
I know you're wearing thin down to the core

But hold your breath
Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I wont live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
You're impossible to find

This is not what I intended
I always swore to you I'd never fall apart
You always thought that I was stronger
I may have failed
But I have loved you from the start
Oh

But hold your breath
Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I wont live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
It's impossible

So breathe in so deep
Breathe me in
I'm yours to keep
And hold onto your words
Cause talk is cheap
And remember me tonight
When your asleep

Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I wont live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
Tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I wont live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
You're impossible to find








lagu ini juga ngingetin gue sama umar..:(

Secondhand Serenade - Your Call Lyrics

Waiting for your call, I'm sick, call I'm angry
Call I'm desperate for your voice
Listening to the song we used to sing
In the car, do you remember
Butterfly, Early Summer
It's playing on repeat, Just like when we would meet
Like when we would meet

Cause I was born to tell you I love you
And I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine
Stay with me tonight

Stripped and pollished, I am new, I am fresh
I am feeling so ambitious, you and me, flesh to flesh
Cause every breath that you will take
When you are sitting next to me
Will bring life into my deepest hopes, What's your fantasy?
(What's your, what's your...)

Cause I was born to tell you I love you
And I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine
Stay with me tonight

And I'm tired of being all alone, and this solitary moment makes me want to come back home
[X4]
(I know everything you wanted isn't anything you have)

Cause I was born to tell you I love you
And I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine
Stay with me tonight

Cause I was born to tell you I love you
And I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine
Stay with me tonight
(I know everything you wanted isn't anything you have)











ini lagu ngingetin gue sama salah satu mantan gue.. miss you:(

Skillet- Awake and Alive, lyrics

I'm at war with the world and they
Try to pull me into the dark
I struggle to find my faith
As I'm slippin' from your arms

It's getting harder to stay awake
And my strength is fading fast
You breathe into me at last

I'm awake I'm alive
Now I know what I believe inside
Now it's my time
I'll do what I want 'cause this is my life
here (right here), right now (right now)
I'll stand my ground and never back down
I know what I believe inside
I'm awake and I'm alive

I'm at war with the world cause I
Ain't never gonna sell my soul
I've already made up my mind
No matter what I can't be bought or sold

When my faith is getting weak
And I feel like giving in
You breathe into me again

I'm awake I'm alive
Now I know what I believe inside
Now it's my time
I'll do what I want 'cause this is my life
here (right here), right now (right now)
I'll stand my ground and never back down
I know what I believe inside
I'm awake and I'm alive

Waking up waking up
Waking up waking up
Waking up waking up
Waking up waking up

In the dark
I can feel you in my sleep
In your arms I feel you breathe into me
Forever hold this heart that I will give to you
Forever I will live for you

I'm awake I'm alive
Now I know what I believe inside
Now it's my time
I'll do what I want 'cause this is my life
here (right here), right now (right now)
I'll stand my ground and never back down
I know what I believe inside
I'm awake and I'm alive

Waking up waking up
Waking up waking up
Waking up waking up
Waking up waking up